Maybe a visit to a neurosurgeon?? The doc sent me when I was getting horrible migraines on the weekend. Turned out to be caffeine withdrawal. I was drinking 8 cups a day during the week, none on the weekend. It nearly fucking killed me.
It's really only a rough first draft, that's all. I'd love to have the time to polish it properly. But shit like that isn't easy to write for me. I just hope you maybe get some enjoyment from it and remember, that's not me. I'm seriously not like the dude in the story.
Bother you if people loved your work? Well, the ebook idea takes care of that. Think it was easy for me to send something I'd written to other people (you guys)? No, it was terrifying, frankly. Sometimes you just gotta take the risk, you know.